we said "fuck you" and "fuck it" to everything, and set out to explore. a bag of books for a dollar, a smoke filled classroom, and journeys through endless staircases; today was a lot of fun.

Light me with your candle and watch the flames grow high
No it doesn't hurt to try, it doesn't hurt to try.

Well I won't stop all of my pretending that you'll come home
You'll be coming home, someday soon.
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today was a good day.

today my dad and i sat down and talked, and connected, for the first time in years.

i feel like a kid again.

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i'm tired, oh so tired, and all i want to do is sleep.

last night we just coasted down the highway and talked, and talked. i love my friends and i've been feeling much more like myself lately.

it's really great to be alone with my mom, it seems like all the unanswered questions don't even matter any more.

last night we had a pizza picnic in our hotel room and watched that show "shear genius" and just laughed at everything. i really love my mom.

the coast is really beautiful, i'm really not looking forward to going back to grimey la (county).
everyone should just move up here, the weather's a lot nicer

phil elverum almost put us to sleep, but in that way that's great and leaves you feeling content. his set was sad, but not in a self pitying way, and his new stuff is really beautiful.

tomorrow, it's on a train and off to santa barbara for me.

I can feel summer coming on, day by day, and I can hardly wait.