So, i'm listening to this song of my favorite band... It is over now... but it always makes me think about my crush. He was such a nice guy... and now it is all over. My winamp is the one who knows me, when i start writing in a melancholic way, it choose Do you close your eyes and then Creep, by radiohead. It is not like i'm depressed, i just feel ( Read more... )

So here I am, again, writing in my journal. I forgot about my livejournal, and i always wanted to write every day in it... though i never write something interesting (anyway no one reads it =P) I stopped reading, giving my mind a break, i always suspected that i like to invent problems to myself and then be sad about how i can't solve them for my ( Read more... )

My brother came back to his home in the other city because his vacations are over. Mine were over a week ago, but damn, i feel all alone. When this happens, i always try to join a group (a group of friends) and become like... well, jealous. It is not good, because then i realize that they are all fools =D and that gives me some peace, but it is not ( Read more... )

I hate everything now. First, my fish died, and no one thinks I'm too sad about it... Then, my crush ( Read more... )

I KNEW IT.
And i hate everything now. I always wanted to ask that, and when i wanted to ask something, i play with my friend's mind and i take the answer. But now I could. Damn, and i think i will never ask it. I didn't akd it, but it was something like. And i got a reply. Argh.

I listened to Behold! The Nightmare. Now, it is My mistake. Its supposed to be The Loner then, because i'm trying to forget. When i try to forget the world is against me putting some songs of melancholy, at least to me. I'm trying to forget again... and then i wonder why. Why? why it had to happen... why should i met him... then i dreamed about him ( Read more... )

I had a dream about him. Well, yesterday i dreamed about a person who i don't know, and i don't know if that person exists, but anyway it reminds me of him ( Read more... )

This is so stupid... thinking about him, writing about him, and loving him... it is so stupid because every day I'm so happy about the love I feel for him, and then I realize reality ( Read more... )

Ok, my journal is very boring ( Read more... )

I guess i can say i'm not happy, thought everything is going very well right now. I miss him, but i can talk him, yes, it is just me ( Read more... )