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13 days to get my life in order.

A simple 13 days and I am terrified. Utterly terrified.

Last ditch resort, I go into the military. As much as I loathe the idea, thats what I might do.

If you pray, pray for me. If you do other things (kill goats, sacrifice, and so on) do that for me. I need all the fucking help I can get.

You ever say something that in your head sounded good, but to others it is immediately misinterpretted?(sp) oopsie on my part.

by popular demand, the rest of the poem

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Heres one from my book.

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i'm shivering like a child, while I lie on this lake that has been frozen over. I look to you, to see if you're shivering too, take this scarf, my jacket, i don't care. as cold as it gets i'll lie here with you, just to see your smile. enjoying this scenery with you. there are words stuck in my throat, that i've been holding for too long. they are ( Read more... )

I'd like to take a moment to speak about someone near and dear to my heart ( Read more... )

Sometimes you just cant leave your old things. I canty leave this. Like Liz said EVERYHTING is pumpkinjack86 so I am gonna stay here. I only made a different one out of spite, so fuck off my designated spited person. haha,
everyone welcmoe me back.
make me fel like I made a good choice

Much Love,
Zachary

ok. so I have decided on a new lj name and it is all set ( Read more... )

I have nothing to say in this thing anymore. It's for the most part dead to me. It's filled with lies and deceit and slander that burns the eyes like lye on a wet hand. I could always just get rid of all the thing si see un fit to stay in this journal, but that would remove myself. I'm not perfect people. I;m not asking you to think of me as a ( Read more... )