i think i'm going to revive this eljay from the depths of show promotion and hibernation ( Read more... )

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this 6 month period will go down in my history as sucking it harder than any other 6 month period up to this point. this summer is also going to be hard, but i'm going to try to make it helpful. this is kind of weirdly vague so instead of explaining hardships i'll post pictures of my housemates:

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what is the difference between wanting, needing, or loving to do something ( Read more... )

i've been thinking about all these pasts that we've been collecting, writing, reading, and gossiping about. i've had this internet journal for about three years. i had one before this one for about three years and one even before that one for a year or so. until the internet gets seriously regulated (if that is possible) it will all be out there ( ( Read more... )

i am a wreck over not having gone to montana last summer. because i didn't see him, and what the fuck did i even do except for put all my effort into a doomed relationship? as humans we are weak because all we can do is connect, connect, connect ( Read more... )

1. I have finally stopped waking up at 6 am in a panic. In fact I've been sleeping really well the past few nights. My bed and I are new friends again.

2. ( Salinger. )

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last night i dreamt that i was in the adirondacks. my parents used to bring me up there when i was little, i famously complained the whole way, but in retrospect i enjoyed it. anyways, i dreamt i was at the pond where i used to catch frogs. i dreamt that i found him as a frog. i knew that it was him immediately so i picked him up and kissed him ( Read more... )

oh god am i tired ( Read more... )