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[puncrox]

what a boring day!! slept all day is what i did, it was kinda enjoying except the fact that im in pain and im sick! everything is wrong with me, my throat hurts, my eyes hurt, my ears are killing me, i cant caugh cuz my head is going to explode,i have a killer headache, i cant move my neck, my body aches, my nose is stuffy, just everything, i could

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[turbotal]

hope you get better soon!

[puncrox]

thank you tal!! much love!

[turbotal]

:)

I feel you...on some level

[xpinkpinkertonx]

I'm not getting a christmas either. i know it sucks, when my mom told me i was kinda just like oh...but you know what? theres so many people that are less fortunate then even you mal, it just makes me kind of feel happy that i even have SOME of things that other people have. because there are people out there that dont even get to eat every day, and that breaks my heart

[thekidinme]

I have to agree with Vidya.

But you can have Christmas. If I were you guys, I'd go to the Doller Tree and get myself a little mini fake palm size tree and make the best of it. You may not have the holiday in your home, but you can always have it at heart. And I'm sure your friends would mind sharing some holiday spirit with you. Because thats in part what friends are for.
I have this since of loss during this season and don't really care to celebrate it. I miss my Nonna and boyfriend. It just seems incomplete with out them. But I'm trying to make the best of it.

I hope you do have a nice Christmas, even if you don't have all the works. You can at least sit and around eat cookies with milk and wath the holiday classics, right?

shes right mal

[xpinkpinkertonx]

we should just make the best of it, i pretty much am neutral about the whole thing. i guess sometimes we just have to deal
vid

Re: shes right mal

[puncrox]

yah but see the thing is, its not just about presents and the christmas tree u know? my mom is working and everyone else is off doing their own thing, and i know my friends wont mind having me, its just like i said im tired of pushing my holidays off on other people u know? and i wouldnt mind the little things like just spending time and having a lil christmas tree, but no one in my family is willin to put out the effort. so if i do all this on my own i would be the only one enjoyin it cuz no one else in my family cares, which in sense i wouldnt be enjoying it i'd just be lonely. so instead of worrying about my family and such i'm just gonna spend my x-mas day with randa cuz her parents are going outta town, and some of it with david too cuz his dad is going to be working, so i do have friends, just not the family i want.

well

[xpinkpinkertonx]

i hope we both have an okay time, i know mine probably wont be like it usually is but i can deal. if you want me and you can hang out, my parents love you mal you know they do