L7

Body boot camp in OC this morning and I am not attending. Waking after two hours of sleep put me in a well enough mood. Lauren and Monica are not attending. Staying home is fine considering the fog... ugh and arg cause I need out of the house/riverside county ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel the weight of the world
Its so heavy that its bringing me down

it drags
and i think
physics
nutritional science?
does the passion to exist ... freaking exist?
teenage problems
the uniform does not fit and i dislike navy blue.
it seems like they are forcing us to feel good
i wish they could control us
too tired to think

Another coping mechanism... making up my own lyrics for a mad song ( Read more... )

Another semester feeling like an L7 weiner. My mind traps me into what seems like triple takes. Trip to Orange County this weekend and I wish for a good time. I have now grown this sadness when I leave the inland empire

I know who I am and I can live with that just fine. My uncle is trying to drag me to hell but I do not want to go. Delusional? Jealous? Filled with anger for what you did not do for your parents? My heart aches because of this drama but I have life a life to live... and I am not going down. Do not worry Papa I will take care of Grandma... it is ( Read more... )

The Inland Empire is not the place I belong... it is really hard to tell myself every gosh darn morning that I can pull through. One more day seems like a decade and my heart hurts.

Why is it so hard to do the simple parts of life...

Brown Train coming my way ( Read more... )