This is Amber with a message to all the peoples who are on peter's friends list and not mine ( Read more... )

im bored and tired and all that kinda stuff. i really want a cigarette but alas i have none. i've been eating twice as much since i quite so i think im actually doing worse. i need some sleepy time. im wondering how things are going to be once my parents find out ambers pregers. i think things are going to chamge alot between us and thats why i ( Read more... )

40 minutes to go. how upsetting. i've already typed 2 long entries so that is all.

i just got kicked out of english for having an arguement with a teacher about a pen. well actually it was more like her being a bitch about me not having a pen. basically this is how it went. i asked if i could borrow a pen. she said your eighteen you should have a pen then i asked what being eighteen had to do with having a pen. she bitched at me ( Read more... )

well things are starting to go wrong already. amber cant get her lisence back due to fines and her needing 645 dollars for a downpayment on her insurance. the government really knows how to stick it in and break it off. im in dire need of a job. im sending in an aplication for a job i was supposed to get but now i might not. skool is going to suck ( Read more... )

well, things are going ok. im tired and want to go home. im sitting here talking to jeice about how much babys poop. yeah they poop to much. then they get tired. I really wish i could go with Amber to the doctors. I just feel like I should be involved you know. I'm going in for my lisence in two days i hope i pass. I'm also going to be handing in ( Read more... )

im tired and have some work to do,but i have two more blocks to do it. i guess were not going to kevins. him and hope are going to new york to see his mom. mikes working all wekkend so thats out. i think we should try for another weekend at my house. i really doubt it though. we might be stuck at your place hunny. sorry about that. well i'll call ( Read more... )

sing a happy,happy,happy,happy,happy song.

im in a pretty good mood now thanks to my amber. i had a crappy start to the day. first i woke up about three times over the course of the night. then i woke up a half hour early. this pissed me off so i went back to bed and woke up at 5:41 thats nine minutes before the bus comes. it sucked alot. i love amber and im glad i was able to make her ( Read more... )

its another day filled with the sadness of having to be here in skool. yes i havent said a single word to a single person so far. im pretty sure im not in the mood for this crap today. im not really in a bad mood or anything im just worried about stuff ad im not sure how to handle things yet. i surprising slept pretty well last night. i went to bed ( Read more... )