just got home from work not that long ago, it was a long and very tiring day and night!!! yeah, but i did get my vacation check today, damn taxes kill ya every time ( Read more... )

hey guess what?? i think i'm back for now!! i know i was gone for quite some time ( Read more... )

yeah so i put up my chrsitmas tree and got out my christmas cards!!

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the funeral was this morning. it was one of the toughest things i have ever done. they know how he died but it's still up in the air on whether it was suicide or not. i met his mom and dad, his sister, and the horrible cold evil woman who considered herself his fiance. he was surrounded by everything he loved, his guitar, his music, a ton of ( Read more... )

i tried to go to sleep but i couldn't stop crying so here i am again. doug is talking to me so that makes me smile.

tonight is not he night i wanted to sleep alone

i found out yesterday that a friend of mine that i work with died tuesday night. Everyone at work is 99% sure that he committed suicide. the funeral is saturday and i will be there. i have to go in between a 9:30 meeting and a 2pm shift and it's in princton. i don't care though. i miss him so much already and it's only been since monday since i saw ( Read more... )

hey is anyone going to Laura's wedding? if anyone is going and has a car please let me know and i'll go with you and share gas money. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i decided to put all my cd's in their right cases while i was looking for my damien rice "o" cd. i can't find my damien rice cd! it has disappeared. i need that cd. that cd makes me happy and without it i might finish the trip to insanity that i've been on the last few days! i have no idea where it could be. must replace it somehow, some way, ( Read more... )

oh ok then, we had a meeting at work yesterday morning. mark was there, he was ok. then he doesn't come into work. i was asked to try and get a hold of him all night by my managers. so much for thinking only several servers knew about us. anyway, all he tells me is that he's ok. well that makes me worry evenmore cause he won't tell me why he didn't ( Read more... )