Wow it has been a really long time since i havce updated this thing. I guess i could say that everything is going ok with me besides the fact that i started crying in the middle of walmart yesterday because i heard the song they played at Xaviers funeral. I bet i looked really stupid. You know i wish i had the privilage to talk to him the way dana ( Read more... )

OMG. Man today in band was freakin funny. Erica was sayingshit to the trumpets and J.B. Finally said something to her about it. If you guys haven't figured it out yet her and arlene are always on our asses. And today when she started saying shit j.b. was like "Why is it always the trumpets look at everyone else moving around." He said some other ( Read more... )

Still really like vincent. Don't know what is going to happen. Don't feel threatened by sam anymore because we both know that he is a great guy and see in him what no one else does. But hey if he chooses either one of us it really wont matter as long as i have both of their friendship in the end. I can't believe how stupid i have been over this ( Read more... )

Oh my goodenss. There is the sexiest man in the world going to my church. I know that normally i don't go for black guys but for this one i will make an exception. Ok well i have things to do so i will talk to you guys later.

Amycakes

Ok guys to fill you in, me and vincent are just friends. I will always have a special place for him in my heart but we are probably better off just friends. He is way too good for me #1 and there are plenty of other fish in the sea. It is amazing though because it doesn't hurt as bad as i thought it would. I am so proud of myself. Oh Well. I still ( Read more... )

WOW. I webt form having the best day of my life ot the worst. I had this movie like fantasy happen during english that made my day. And then it was just completely fucked by who are sapposed to the people that love me.MY FAMILY. I am beginning to wish that i told thelady from child protective services the truth. Look where that got me. Now i am ( Read more... )

I am chatting with Vincent right now and i still don't know if he got my e-mail. I am so freakin paranoid. And the funny thing is that mike just finished asking me if we will ever have another chance. I was like NO. I am getting tired of him asking. I want to tell him that i like vincent so he will leave me alone. I will eventually. I feel so mean ( Read more... )

DUDE. Yesterday was the best day of my life. I had so much fun at the game even though the first half was freakin boring as hell. But as soon as half time ended it was full of laughs. While we were on the field during half time kevin got sick so when we went back up to the stands, kevins trumpet was just sitting there. Then the team made their ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day for me i guess until after school. I went in the band hall and the next thing i know Cathy Zamora is telling me that i need to start eating because apparently Dana told her that i hadn't eaten all day. So the next thing i know i am tellin these people that it wasn't my fault because i didn't have any money and its not ( Read more... )

just here lonely missin my ex. Oh well i hope to get over it soon (no i'm not talking about mike). Ok well I'm gonna hit the sack.
Amycakes