feeling deeply unsatisfied. with myself. this is the first time since our party i've felt like this. i can't actually believe i've been arsing about at college and being so blasé about it. i really need to concentrate. i'm really worried that now i've completely fucked it up and won't be able to get back on track. feeling lonely- i hate being
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I need some love tonight too. The idea of ringing you and 'challenging' ourselves to 'finish' that litre of gin is seeming more and more likely by the minute.
I haven't an oufit for tomorrow either. I want to dress up but a) I don't know if people generally will be b) I don't have any dressing up clothes and c) you and Joy will inevitably look better, so why bother?
Oh and d) I can't wear a skirt without showing my arse (and often more) to absolutely everyone around.
And don't worry about college, dear, I need to get at least two As and a B. Have I done a drop of college work over crimboly? Have I buggery.
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should you dress up? well - it IS NYE, so why not?
ooh, and alice, skirt. mmmmmmm...
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I've decided, I AM dressing up. I want to go all trashy in the style of Anna-matronic but I don't have the clothes. I have to decide whether I'm going to go all out and wear heels or just my boots. But I assure you Alice, I won't look better than you. It'll be a competition between you and Sian.
Also, it's 5 o'clock (almost) It's ok to start drinking now, right??
See you later my lovelys.
xxxx
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