It's crazy... I'm probably eating the most healthily than I ever have in my entire life. Today I had a sandwich with mushrooms, green pepper, red onion, lettuce, tomato, sprouts, and cheese... and then i had stir fry for dinner... what in the hell is happening to me ( Read more... )

it's amazing how we lie ( Read more... )

The Media Darlings are nearing the completion of their next song; it's titled "Red Light Laminate." I wanted it to be called "Red Light Lament" but Andy didn't want a sad title, so we compromised. Either way, the song is amazing. It's filled with rocking drums, guitars... and TV noise. We've still got to add bass, which I think Eric will do on ( Read more... )

You know... I started on a journey about the beginning of February... and I got sidetracked... I think now that I've realized this... things will get better...

lost in the turmoil

fleeting thoughts

love?

adrian is a strange place

brad mccullar and jason leon... what the fuck?

awkward silence

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the depression is eating me alive ( Read more... )

one day i woke up ( Read more... )

Sometimes I fall for a pretty face and do stupid things... sometimes I let her get the best of me... sometimes I don't know who I am... sometimes I question everything... sometimes I just lack the knowledge... it's time to change that........

it won't be easy... i will perservere

I watched this documentary/tv show on HBO today about sex this evening and it was interesting to say the least. There were segments of it when they showed this giant sex party going on, and it made me wonder when and where such things go on. I'd consider myself a fairly 'moral' person when it comes to sex, meaning that I won't have sex with ( Read more... )

I got accepted to go to the Netherlands for this fall!!! So, this August I'll be shipping out. I'm wicked excited. It's going to be amazing. I'll be gone for 14 weeks. YAY!!!!