in case you're interested, i'm here. (and here.)

i never intended to stay in this place. it wasn't permanent.

this isn't infatuation. it's love.

i just wanted to laugh with you one last time.

but you're laughing with the rest of them now, and hoping that you can change.

whatever happened to smiles? can't we bring them back into the world?

it's been:

better lately, except when i cry.
sweeter lately, except when they laugh.
easier lately, except when you offer.
simpler lately, except when i'm let down.
better lately, except when i cry.

love: an amalgam.

happy v-day, my loves. (my one &only.)

this is love, and i know you all see it.

i can't close my eyes without dreaming of him. i can't sleep without fantasies.

it'll be awhile, darlings.

i wonder where the time goes, when my heart seems to be standing still.

maybe i just miss him(!)

i'm sure there are songs about this, but i'd only want to hear them sung as a duet between him &myself.

true love never ends and finds no faults that are not worth forgiving.

(i lied. i will pull myself back. we both have: to a safer, more comfortable, more beautiful&shining place.)

i wish it hadn't been so hard to hang up last night. [because now i feel incomplete without your sweet(unshy) voice telling me you want your arms around me, and i'm craving any attention i can draw to myself.]

there has to be an ending to this. but is it happily ever after? oh, the questions continue as i continue to fall into love. i'll never ( Read more... )