no reason to be happy

[punkasschic]

well just found today my mother is in the hospital again. i hate know that my mother has to live through all of this agony doctors say there is nothing more they can do for her anymore that just keep drugging her up to get rid of the pain. Now it is just a fucking waiting game I DON'T WANT MY MOTHER TO DIE! about i guess i have to come to grips

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[guendella]

I never really know exactly what to say when I find out your mother is doing worse again. I can’t say that I know how you feel because I don’t. I don’t really have a clue about the emotions that you must be feeling. Sometimes I almost wish I did just so I could say the right thing. All I can really say is I’m sorry.

It’s been awhile since I’ve talked to you and I’m sorry for that too. I’m sorry for upsetting you. I just felt really hurt about a few things and wasn’t really sure how to handle them. I’m sorry that I ignored you but at the time I was really upset. If I had tried to talk to you then I would have lashed out and it would have made everything so much worse. Trust me, it was for the best that I kept to myself for a little while. I don’t know if you still have any desire to be friends at all. I don’t blame you if you don’t, but I would like to if it’s at all possible. I do miss you, a lot. So if you want to, give me a call. 440-3186

[punkasschic]

sorry i haven't been on lj for ages and jeremy happen to go on and told you had write
well i need to go see my mother so i need to make this quick i really need and explaination and a resoltion to this all i would like to be friends but there are definitally thing that need to be worked out
hope to hear from you soon and my life has been very chaoic so if you could call me and we could up a time to meet i have doctors appointment and crazy shit going jeremy's cell is 320-5390