A letter to a friend (you knwo who you are)

[punkbarbie007]

It’s really hard for me to write this because so much of it what’s going on between us I don’t even understand all the way. We started out hating each other and it seems that lately that’s how we’ve ended up. I’m not fully sure how to start this so I’m just gonna jump right in. We’ve been friends for a while now and I don’t regret a second of it.

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[trapt_007]

yea... well i'm not really sure how to respond to that. pretty much all i think i'm gonna say is that A: when i read that it seemed really fake, B: i feel like ur trying to send me on a guilt trip again, C: i dunno... but i feel like i think what chad might have been feeling... but in a different way, D: o yea... and who r all these "different people" that i hang out with now? i dunno... i just feel like ur trying to ...i don't really know how to word it... but almost trying to use me... i dunno... yea.
-beth

your last post

[punkbarbie007]

OK A) how am i using you?? B) Its not fake at all, if your gonna try and tell me that me telling you whats going through my head it "fake"....whatever you wanna think and C) im not trying to send you on a guilt trip i already know you dont care how i feel so why should i bother to try and make you feel guilty? and finally D) the "different" people you hang out wtih, um try jessi Johnson, Angela, jared, Chase (in science), colin (in math)..im sure you get the point..the only thing i really wanna know about is if you even care that were not friends anymore. thats all.

Re: your last post

[trapt_007]

A. you just seem to be there when it's convienient for you. like [in some sense of this] it's more "profitable" for you to be hanging around with makinzie and them cause they have a "higher social station" than tess or i or pretty much any people that i know have

Re: your last post

[punkbarbie007]

A) its not at all about popularity. i hang out with mackenzie and those kinda peopel because threr nice to me not because there popular. i could give a damn about what people think about me and how popular i am i dont see why your dragging that into the picture. B) you said my first post seemed really fake, well got news for ya it wasnt it was exactly what was going through my head. C) no im not making it up but if you do care about how i feel you dont show it very often. D) ok whatever if you wanna go on about all my friends that i would normally never hang out with fine. i hang out with those peopel because threre nice to me and we 'click' no other reason E)ok thats very true you never did get bitchy when i talked about hawaii but i never got botchy when you always go to chichago and when lidnsey and charles wade and all them visit and you tell me all about that. so were even there. yea i was tlaking an=bout hawaii last week (or sometime around then) but you were talking baout lindsey adn charles wade for weeks after it happened too

[slipknotic_frk]

:/

um, this works as well

[anonymous]

maybe instead of getting heated again (before you guys can kill each other) you should take a break. and THEN talk about what you feel. but in a civilized way. from what i know, you guys are pretty good friends...but everybody goes thru crap...so think about this- is it worth it to give up a friendship bc of something lame? i know that you might get mad that i said that (i have gone thru the same thing but afterwards i saw how petty and shallow we were each being) but think about it! you guys are good friends! and as tammy paul would say- Suck it up. not to be mean-i'm just saying that losing friendships (specially during freshmen year) sucks!!! so yah-i do think that you guys should be friends. and thats it. uhm....im gone now!POOF!

Re: um, this works as well

[punkbarbie007]

thats really good advice......who are you? are you the same person that asked if i was the jessie from newspaper??