life is full of uncertainties....and so on and so on until u die!!

havent you ever feel like all you are doing is screaing and no one hears you. i mean your suppost to have friends who listen to u and are always suppost to be there for you no matter the dumb shit you pull..but now adays it seems like they arent anymore it is like if you move away then you have died and no one cares about you.well at least in macon ( Read more... )

well its been a while since ive written in my journal alot of shits been going on....new years was ok but i was at home because i had surgery that morning but it was ok and then i went home saturday for the start of my birthday and yeh my birthday was sunday and i was a great birthday....i know everyones heard the sayin think before you act well ( Read more... )

well its christmas day and i went to griffin last night to see my family and get presents from them and just hangout. so everything went cool and i got what i wanted so now its chrismas day and its soooo drabby. we came back to macon to have christmas dinner with my grandma, and today is the 1year anniversary on when my uncle died and i went to ( Read more... )

well my parents came to see me today and me and my mom went shopping and she bought me the good charlotte cd and its awsome and i am listening to it now. but i found out thursday i have to have surgery on my left ear again so it is scheduled for the 31st of december.....2days before my birthday bummer huh but thats ok im coming home on my birthday ( Read more... )

well its Decenber 4th and im getting ready for work but i though i would write before i went.well i went to the doctor yesterday and you no they make you take a pregnancy test even though u have never had sex? well i went and they have no idea why im sick and im scared myself but they took blood to check too.maybe it isnt anything bad but if it is ( Read more... )

look heather u still got my shit and i want it back.. you no what im talkin about i want my yearbook back..u no the one you were lookin at to drool over josh smith with! well u got 2 choices 1 u can bring it by big-lots and give it to my mom or 2 you can call and set up a time to give it to me and we can meet up its your choice but i want my shit ( Read more... )

you no i am SO sick of people who hide behind god and make it so that if you confront them or talk trash about them then they tell u that god is going to damn u to hell for how you are acting....but the way i see it they are just scared of their life and how it is turning out so god is not the one who gives you things and they think it is all him ( Read more... )

well it finally happend....i got another job and i cant wait to start. i work at the fashion bug near my school and im excited i get paid good and i get commition for the credit card.so its all good.the people are nice and its not all busy so its cool..so i can buy christmas this year and im in the employed crowd again which i like so other than ( Read more... )

well today i voted for the 1st time...it was real cool and i liked it but other than that nothing has been going on. well as i said before i have surgery the 16th and im sooo scared but im gonna be brave but i see no whores have been on lately well thats all for now