so Ive joined this band that Ive been hanging out with for the last couple of years off and on, they want me to play guitar with them, I have ten songs+ to learn within the next couple of weeks, I think I can do that, but its going to take some hard work. If I make the cut my first show in almost 4 years will be on March 25th in Va, Im pretty ( Read more... )

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well as some of you know Im out of the house, I am back in the apt. and Im a lot happier here becuase its quiet and the dogs are just as excited. Im back with eric and jesse now I have someone to talk to when everything else is not working out ( Read more... )

Im not going to stand in the way ( Read more... )

so as you can tell I havent updated this in a little while but Im not going to do it now because I want to watch tv but I am still alive

I dont know what has come over me, I dont feel as if I should be here, I really dont think that I am here, I cant do any of the things I use to, It seems like I cant put a smile on anyones face not even mine, I cant write to save this wretched life, I dont feel like drinking because I havent had the urge to prolong the effects of how I already feel ( Read more... )

a year ago yesterday I asked katie to be my girlfriend while we were laying in a bed holding each other with all our might, knowing that nothing will be able to seperate us, and it hasnt and I going to try with all my strength to not let anything happen to this wonderful thing that me and katie have together. one whole year!!! hopes for many many ( Read more... )

well Im still alive even though a bunch of shit has happened ( Read more... )

well we have moved into the house but there are some things that are starting to piss me off ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa fuck!

Fuck it