I leave for deployment in 15 days ( Read more... )

I was at warped tour. God I still love her as much as I always have

i am hanging with her tonight

should be fun

my dad seems to think I should seal the deal

umm I will nto take sex advice from my pops

So yeah that sums it up long drive

ummm went to a bar in champagne illinois last night

ummm ummm

anhie is just as beautiful as ever

i really want to see ashley

im glad he didnt come with me

that would have been some crazy times

BRAND NEW-DEJA ENTENDU ( Read more... )

i declare my independence from alcohol and drama

How could soemone disregard soemone else's feelings so hardcore

im in an increasingly better mood

i really can not wait for road trip 2k4 i am gonna get obliterated drunk ( i mean sober edit for family reading)

but the hard part is oim gonna introduce my roomie who cause me soem heart ache to my friends and family

especially angie

oh well

i thought i was okay with it but he lies about where he is at and hes met the parents already

man i must have been a fuckign shame

word there is better out ther ei just knwo it

god wouldnt do this to me otherwise

hasn't been coming easy i havent slept at night for liek 3 days now

tomorrow fix wall and see movie

maybe party this weekend at ali's who knows

I cant sleep or anything i have been crying uncontrollably i am crying right now ( Read more... )