yay.. im over wills, its like 6:30 in the morning, and im all awake.. im at willi yams... YAY!! yeah... i partied tonyte, and it was great.. YAY... i saw tiffer... that was insane... woulda never thought to see her here... its a small little world, huh? te he he... yeah.... it was brilliant... i dont think ill be sleeping at all.. :o) oh yeah... im ( Read more... )

I dunno why, but i have been thinking alot, and its crazy, but after 9 months and 21 days, i still love him and miss him so much... and i dont know why i keep thinking about him, could it be a sign?? i dunno... all i know, it i need him.

Cant anything fucking go my way for once? what the fuck did i do to get the chance to live the shit hold life i live? i dunno.. i just dont understand... i never will either..

i am a fake. nothing i do is write.. i really feel bad... like... i made a promise to God.. but i wasnt ready.. i thought i was. but i dont have the strenght to be true to it... i feel unwanted bythe people at my church, i dont fit in at any group... the Jr High kids(allie and all them) are happy and yeah, and they all know eachother deeply... and ( Read more... )

i have not updated in a grip!! lol... nothin real big has gone on... just been chillin and shit ( Read more... )

this is basically an appology to greg, and all the other kolping guys, yeah i flipped out on you, but it stll hurt.

Greg, your my dawg, im sorry... i really am bad at appologies. but you know, we talked over txt and now all is cool.. i hope :-\...

gorsh darnit, i am emo... :(

alright, i am totaly sick of ppl shit. like the majority or the kolping guys... fuck you guys. expeacially Greg. i know im not pretty, and you know what, good job at letting me know im not. this time i am for real, im not comming around you guys anymore. fuck it. im sick of the shit, and i am sick of you guys not letting me forget im not pretty. i ( Read more... )

Yesterday, i went out with Jessie and Colly.. we went to michales, then bowling... then we went to the new Kroger and just walked around it... Fun sruff huh... then we picked up mate, and went back to Michaels... SO you see a trend going on ( Read more... )

okay so i just got back from church. we did a thing called *get busy* it was loads of fun. first we cut down trees, then me and a few others started painting a swing set, which resulted in ppl covered in red paint. well next we painted the shelter.. which very few ppl did not do. so there was like 6 of us painting, and then everyone left, but me ( Read more... )

i really think i am ready for a serious relationship, im sick of messing around with random ppl.. i want to be someones GIRLFRIEND... and i want some one to be my BOYFRIEND. im sick of playin.. i want to get on track... i want to be able to go to one person for affection.. but now that i want it, i cant find the one i click with, and the one i do, ( Read more... )