I got this in my email thought it would be the next update ( Read more... )

If you were god for a day what would you do?

i would make everybodys cars break down! grrrrrr!<<~~ Ben wrote that

I hate my mind. I really do... I just wanna know what the hell I'm really thinking. I hate this constant bickering in my mind. I keep thinking about what if I never had met Ben, my life would be in tatters still. I would hate living. this one person can do so much for me... but apart of me is still scared, I thought I figured everything out. But ( Read more... )

Man stupid confusion... w/e I look around and see people talking about love and stuff like that, I am very envious of the bc they know what they are talking about... I'm just a lil confused on it all, what is love and how do you know when you fall in love?

lol its been a while since I last updated this thing... Well Ben and I moved out of Olympia. We ended up trying to get to Port Angeles (like a 4 hour drive from Oly) with my stupid Toyota Tercel. Back in March it broke down and we hadent driven it since then. Well on the 19th of this month (wow I met Ben exactly 2 months b4 then)we decided to try ( Read more... )

AHHHH! YAY!
Ben asked me out last night! YAY! Today is also Sami and Richards anniversary!!

I dont know what to write about... I have white toenails YAYY!

for a while I thought that Ben might be loosing interrest in me but now I am not so sure... w/e I am not gonna say much of nething tho lol
today my mum walked up to me and she was like "You and Ben is it offical yet" I laughed and was like "No mum not yet hehe"

hmmm not much to write about... I'm at my house talking to Jeff!!! HI JEFF!! *poke* hmmm I am hyper and I am talking to Jeff! YAY ( Read more... )

Hoppy early easter!!

I am still alive haha
um yeah
HI JEFF!! HI KELZ!! I love you both!!
OMG Ben is so hot, hes over right now!

Jeff is eatting cup of noodles