all fall down

[punker86]

My life is crumbling around me. Every structure that held my being in this world of ours is falling. Every crossbeam foundation and support is coming unglued and falling away from me. I feel it now and realize that it's been happening since my junior year of high school. It's weird to think that was only a little more than a year ago. My junior

Comments

[slebalete]

hey. i've definitely thought about this before, and i think i know what you're getting at. i feel like i'm going through the same thing right now. it seems like everybody else has a plan, and i'm so scared that i'll just end up with a life i don't want or don't enjoy. and i feel like i don't have anything to show for myself; i know i'm smart, but there's not one single thing that i'm good at that i can improve on and build my life around. but it's good to know that there are other people thinking the same or similar things.. if you ever want to talk, feel free to IM me (sn: thelonecone). i'd be happy to talk about this or anything else.
p.s. you write really well :).

[stadtpfeiffer]

Yes. I certainly thought I had this master plan, but now, not so much, now that I'm actually supposed to be enacting it... And sure, for the next few years I know generally what's going on, but hell, there's a good sixty years left after that.

(And c'mon, you know brilliance can't be measured by any test! :) And just from reading your LJ, it seems you think really well, or at least write that way.)

Be Yourself

[numb3r5]

Be yourself here and now. And all the rest will be added unto you.