why cant i feel anything from anyone other than you?

[punker_gal]

its like we broke up and we werent even going out

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[xnrrn]

I skipped at about half of the text, (right to the bit at the bottom), but I sure can relate to the experience.

[punker_gal]

well thankies, kinda ish! lol, i dunno, its just really complicated.

[xnrrn]

*chuckles* Something that is kind of more or less the same, but different and is also quite complicated happened to me. :>
Similiar in the frustration factor, different in the actual events.

[punker_gal]

care to offer some advice?

[punker_gal]

im starting abck over here its getting too annoying! lol, so we went in, had a few drinks, saw a few friends danced a bit, you knwo the usual, but neither of us were really having a great time, so we went for a walk, ended walking back to my area, *very far away* lol, and i was in heels and everything, so we just sat on the steps of the mannor church talking, for ages, it got cold, he gave me his jacket, and we talked some more, we talked abotu his ex, odd, and well there was a stage i felt like i was about to kiss him, but sometihng pulled me back, i dont know, it just didnt feel right! but he promised me nothing would happen betweenthem again, i was liek why are you promisng me that? he was just like ho i dunno sorry, i dunno it was a really weird night, i think were just freinds, but i want so much more!