A letter of anger

Feb 13, 2007 20:45

Dear Fuckhead,

I regret to inform you that I hope you drop dead.

I really wish that I could be ok with not having you in my life. In fact, I don't want you in my life. That way, I could get over you. But you keep popping into my life when I least want you to. It makes my job a little bit harder, don't ya think?

Anyway, nothing will ever happen between us. Not after you get what you want, drop me like a sack of shit, and move onto another girl that doesn't want you. Is it the chase that you like?

At one point in my life, I would have gone out with you. I really would have. But now, I would never even dream of it. You are too self-centered, too rude, and too stupid for me. I deserve much better than the best you could ever offer.

In fact, I hope you read this, unlike everything else I've written about you. I hope that you realize that it's about you and that you have sincerely fucked yourself over as far as I'm concerned. And then maybe you would stop coming around at the most inopportune times.

I'm done with you. After this, I will never ache or lust after you. I will barely think about you. And honestly, I hope that this time, it'll happen.

Stop entering my life until August-ish when I leave the state. That way, I won't have to see your face when I tell you that I really did like you. Or just see your face in general.

Please. I can't bear to get so pissed off and upset so much. It's getting fucking ridiculous.

And yes, I would like to be friends. You are a great friend. I just wish that you thought that I was good enough to keep as a friend even after we proved ourselves to be nothing more than hormonal teenagers. But, if you don't value me as a friend, then I suppose I'll have to stop valuing you that way as well.

Well, I'm sorry that I'll never have the guts to actually tell you this in person or even address it to you directly. So, I hope you read this and know it's about you.

Sincerely,
Katelynne

P.S. Did you know that you actually made me feel special? Way to destroy that.

To everyone else: I love you. <3

I feel a little better getting that off my chest, too.
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