Well I feel bad and maybe a little depressed right now! I got a new job today! That means I had to quit Papa Johns! I really am going to miss it! I love most of the people that I worked with but I wasnt getting enough hours to make any money so I had to find a new one! I really want an office job buts it hard to find so I wents from papa Johns ( Read more... )

Well today was long and I had to leave my car in a parking lot all day, it sucked! So my mom got anew car so she wont drive mine anymore thts good because my mom is bad on cars! I have been shopping all day for the past two days, its getting a little bit old! I got a really cute outfit for easter though! It's a white and pink bazer and skirt, and a ( Read more... )

So I havent posted in a while! Yesterday was hard for me, we went to dinner for my graduation like thing! The reason it was hard was because it was the first time my family had a get together that had to do with me that Bethany wasnt there! She went to all my little celebrtions or even mournings! So I was alittle depressed yesterday but I got ( Read more... )

Well the past weeek has been weird yet good! I am single but to tell you the truth it doesnt feel much different then it did when we were together. I mean now I can flirt and do whatever I want but thats all thats really different! Ive been talking to people froma my past alot lately and I guess its nice but who knows? So Im not going to the ( Read more... )

My car!

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Well it really hurts that I no longer have a romantic relationship with Bethany! Although this is probably how it was all meant to be, I know we were put together for a reason whether it be as lovers or as friends. We learned alot from each other and helped each other to have a better self esteem. That is very important. As much as I never ( Read more... )

Well I havent been in the best mood lately, but I had a great time last night! I went to charlene's sister's house with Stephanie we had a good time but when I got in the car to leave I called Bethany because she had called me and then I was in a sad mood again. I cant figure out how to control my emotions right now, I guess that is normal at this ( Read more... )

Well I am sick of the roller coaster of emotions I am going through. One minute I will be happy and ok and the next I will just fall apart. Everyone says I will be ok and I know I will but its hard to think about. I dont know how to make myself just not think about her ( Read more... )

Well I was watching a movie so I got bored and went to sit in my room and then Bethany called, thats good right? Well not tonight it wasnt. Well she broke up with me because she doesnt have feeling for me anymore, but she wants to remain best friends. As hard as that is going to be for me I want it to happen because she is very important to me and ( Read more... )

Well I spent the night in Rome last night. Rome Georgia, we had to probate my grandmothers will so that is done and now we are back home and I wish we werent but I'll deal with it. We should be moving soon and then if I get into the school I want, I really really hope I do, Ill be able to live in a dorm and get away from it all. Who knows what ( Read more... )