Epiphany
So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way. I smoke the
whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away 'cause i don't take anymore
or this, I want to come apart.
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart
'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
A couple of years ago I was in major depressed mode. I listened to Break the Cycle at least 3 times a day and have never gotten tired of it. Today I was kinda down and found the cd while I was getting some clothes together and decided to listen to it again. I still love that cd, I can't really explain how it makes me feel. Makes me want to cry, but kind of in a good way, because I can relate to it. I don't know. I'm rambling. I'm in SUCH a crazy mood right now and all I want is someone to talk to. It's a very rare occassion that I want to share my feelings but right now, I feel like I could talk for days. I think I listen to people a lot and feel like I'd rather listen than give my opinions because usually they're just asking for someone to listen to them and I'm glad to do that. But today, I feel like I could talk someone's ear off. Weird. I don't know. Alright well I've got about a million and 1 ideas floating around in my head right now but I think I should try to get some sleep...eventually. Night all.