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When i was at dance..as soon as emily saw me..oh gee.. she right away asked DO YOU LIKE HIM!!.. uggh.. He's a great guy and all, and he's probably WAT i need right now, but i dont think it something that would work, and i dont want it to work. He'll be a good friend. I mean his parents are so different than mine. You think my parents are strict? psssht- he's not allowed to date. thats crazy. but i want to leave it as friends. i keep giving up people here lately. but eh, i dont like them like that. i dont think of them constantly or anything else liek that. god i feel so werid..
wow.. i'm pretty dumb.. i didn't realize any of that.. it's like when i look back at that.. i know exactly why i wrote that.. i didn't want to jepordize what i thought i culd have with someone else.. and i'm glad i'm where i am now. ♥