I don't know what the hell I think I am doing. I'm just looking the other way with the truth staring me right in the face. Robbie is never going to sweep me off my feet, never going to "knock my socks off." I've already screwed that up too much to be able to fix it. There is never going to be anyone around when I need them. No one who will come ( Read more... )

I need another job. Money to pay for a car and clothes and a cell phone and just in general to improve my life ( Read more... )

Stupid school thinking that they are better then my Ariane. Well I say FUCK YOU FILM SCHOOL! You just don't know what your missing. Your stupid camera ass is too shallow to even see that she's be a great asset to you. So Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you ( Read more... )

Thats a bad bad thing. It's almost as addictive as being warm. Well, I was in the mood to bake but now I have lost my urge. Too much pizza will do that to ya.


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I now have an amazon book wish list. It is 38 books long, and that's just with the authors I know and love. I need one of those nifty card things Gavin has. I would deffinatly spend it on books and music, not hair dye and clothes. But then, I'm not the big almost floridian. I think the sun is already getting to his brain ( Read more... )

Heather's away message has just reminded me that prom is in exactly 20 days. I have to get my stockings, corset, shoes, purse, makeup, jewelry, gloves, bootineer(sp) and pick a dress. I don't know how I am going to do my hair or what I'm going to smell like ( Read more... )

Anglophobia- Fear of England, English culture, etc ( Read more... )

There is no one on! Hrumph. Work today from 3:30 to 9. I've done most of my prom shopping online. I have to get jewelry and makeup, and I think Mer and I are going to do it next week. I love my dress! Or, dresses, I should say. Hey look, Alisa and Joe signed on AT THE EXACT SAME TIME. Irony ( Read more... )

Damn the slow computer. I hate opening my e-mail to junk mail. All of it, junk. I am beginning to think that no one takes the time to write anyone anymore. I remember when e-mail had just begun to replace snail-mail, and all I ever did was write long e-mails to my friends. Now, that doens't happen. It seems that we don't talk to anyone unless we ( Read more... )

Leyla and I went snow drift hopping again tonight. Of course, she was dressed a tad bit warmer today theh she was the other night. She ran up this big big hill, and then on her way down the snow hill, she fell like a turtle on her back and I had to help her up but of course I fell too and then Ariane and Liz had to get us both up. My pants are ( Read more... )