Yay...so I it is 7:07am and I am ready to put on some clothes and blow-dry my hair so I can be on my way to the second day of the China seminar. I have been collecting addresses of people to send postcards to so if anyone who hasn't given me their address would like to, you can anytime before July 9th ( Read more... )

It's Father's Day and frankly...I am not that excited this year. This marks the year where my father didn't really do anything, nor was he much a part of my life. I can honestly say that these past couple of years do not stand for much between him and I; not like the previous years. Sometimes I feel like other people's fathers have done more for me ( Read more... )

Pots and pans are indestructable ( Read more... )

I don't know how to say
Look at what I loved today...
Lock the love just keep it coming
Making something out of nothing
These are the things that I have...

My sunny side has up and died
I'm better that when we collide
The universe will shift into a low
The travesties that we have seen
Are treating me like benzadrine
Automatic laughter from a pro

Oh what a good day for a walk outside
I'd like to get to know you a little better baby
God knows that I've really tried...

What did today consist of? Strange that I am updating yet again, but I found that journaling of some sort helps me because it is kind of like talking to someone and having them listen. So that is why I am updating so much. I want to write about my day and get out feelings too and not have to say it directly to someone. With this, people have the ( Read more... )

I realize now who my dad really is and what he really is. He is a prick who doesn't give a shit about anyone but himself. He is exactly what my mom told me he is. He doesn't care about seeing me and any time I do see him, it is because I was the one who initiated it and put in the effort, so guess what? I am done. I don't care if our relationship ( Read more... )

So, what did I do today? I woke up at 7:30 after having some really strange dreams. I found that I left my TV on all night and my cell phone open on Get It Now Wireless. Now all I have to hope is that it didn't take airtime all night...I doubt it did. I drove to Anaheim Hills to the Lakeview Medical Center so I could get my Hepatitis A, Typhoid, ( Read more... )

Long day...I worked 8 hours for the first time in a long time. Normally, I put in 12 hour days, but that usually consists of doing a bunch of different things during the day. This was sitting at my boring ass work for five hours and then going to tutor for three hours. The tutoring part wasn't that bad because I am really getting the hang of it and ( Read more... )

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