Entry #714- Take aim at myself, take back what you said

Sep 19, 2005 15:43

It feels like a month since I last wrote. How sad ( Read more... )

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lookimacowmoo September 19 2005, 23:56:38 UTC
I'm sorry about your pictures not being...pictures of you. If you feel like changing that, know that I am MORE than willing to have a picture-taking session with ya and if you like one we can replace. Just an idea ( ... )

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punkpanda18788 September 20 2005, 01:08:10 UTC
It's not really that I put all of my energy and such into finding a boyfriend, obviously, or else I wouldn't be single. It's just that lingering hole that is left after having something that you held really special in your heart and is now gone. It's not easy to move on from, and I don't think you ever really do until you find someone who fills the spot. Alicia has told me time and time again that the right guy should fit into your life more than having to fit your life around them, and I totally agree with her. I'm not going to put all of my ambitions and such on hold to look for a guy... they're just nice to have every now and then ( ... )

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lookimacowmoo September 20 2005, 02:02:53 UTC
Yeah, I figured that the whole forget-these-expensive-pictures-I'm-gonna-do-my-own thing could be a problem with the Momboss. Oy. Well if you ever decide for it, I'm ready. It'd be tonsafun.

I'm in an event-a-word-or-string-of-hyphenations kinda mood today, eh? lol.

Today sounds like it was icky for you. I think sleep deprivation can greatly affect these things. *hugs*

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punkpanda18788 September 20 2005, 04:01:48 UTC
Today on the whole wasn't so bad. I'm fine when I'm around people... I'm just... emotionally crazy right now.

Tomorrow will be better. Hopefully.

I should go to sleep now. :)

Manda

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vtkmb27 September 20 2005, 01:42:50 UTC
I ♥ you Amanda. I'm here if you need me, and I'm in the "nothing feels like it has a purpose" boat as well.

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punkpanda18788 September 20 2005, 04:00:19 UTC
We should start a support group.

You want to know the weird thing? I'm totally hyper and peppy when I'm around other people... it's just when I get on my own that I've gotten all depressed and such today.

Anyways... "Hello, my name is Amanda, and I am emotionally unstable" "Hi Amanda", etc.

It could work.

Maybe.

I heart you back, hang in there. "When the going gets tough, the tough get going" or something like that. Not that I really truly know what that means. I like, "When life gives you lemons, use them to squirt juice in your enemy's eyes."

Go on and squeeze those lemons.

Manda

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