Entry #756- His smile's your rope, so wrap it tight around your throat

Oct 17, 2005 21:44

Sometimes I think that my life could be so much cooler if I smashed my head against a wall really hard. It might shake things up... or at least get me to stop thinking so damn much ( Read more... )

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siren_mage October 18 2005, 04:43:16 UTC
::sigh:: I fell your pain, sister! I went through my whole highschool career not being part of much of anything, though. I mean, not really part of it. I had to cut my own weird, bizarre little path. lol

I've given up being part of anything stereotypical, even though I used to wish I could be. Not that it's easy. It sucks and I'm still waiting for my first kiss. But I just thought I'd tell you you're not alone, lol. We can be lonely and not part of anything together. ^.^

haha, that's such an oxymoronic statement.

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punkpanda18788 October 18 2005, 23:05:20 UTC
High school itself is such an oxymoron. It is horrible and whatnot. But it has its wonderful moments (no matter how few or far between).

:)

Manda

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alone_isolated October 18 2005, 05:28:50 UTC
Ok...if I start to seem preachie tell me to shut up ( ... )

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punkpanda18788 October 18 2005, 23:01:48 UTC
I know I'm not alone in feeling like I'm alone... That was supposed to be the point of the following sentence, but maybe my diction was misleading.

In any case, high school is the breeding grounds of pity, spite, anger, lust, etc.

:)

Yay for making up words, though. Because only the cool kids do that. :)

Manda

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lookimacowmoo October 19 2005, 02:02:36 UTC
believingness

;)

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punkpanda18788 October 19 2005, 03:25:57 UTC
randomnosity :)

Manda

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Too complicated... anonymous October 18 2005, 06:34:42 UTC
Ha ha, alcohol sounds good.... ;P It is strange watching all of these people get past the period of uncertainty with a guy and moving on with that person, while knowing that I have barely gotten to that point with one person and then suddenly it all fell apart. I am super happy for those people (Allison! :D *dance*), but it is still hard not to be......jealous? (that's not the right word, but I can't think of a better one right now; it's 12:30am). Let's just say it leads to a lot of unnecessary wishful thinking. I feel your pain. Urgh.
~Kasey

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Re: Too complicated... punkpanda18788 October 18 2005, 23:03:03 UTC
You totally just pinned everything I wanted to say right on the head. Mad props for Kasey and understanding me! :)

I love you girl!

Manda

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