Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time.

[punkplayboibabe]

"So tonight you better stop and rebuild all your ruins, because peace and trust can win the day despite all your losing." Erica has inspired me to write a new entry about how I feel, because I read hers and I feel basically the same. Yeah I know I don't have a best friend, I mean Patrick is there SOMETIMES, but when can you depend on anyone anymore

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casue youre there for me toooooooooo

[so_unforgivable]

ok, i just thought id finish the song cause its cool like that. well, anyways, im glad im an inspiration, and i just wanted to let you know that im sorry for not being there all the time. i know im flaky and sometimes i just have a bad mmemory, but thats no excuse, im sorry for getting so caught up in my own little thing, but im over it now that i realize where my true friends lie. you are such a great friend for putting up with my bs so often and remeber im just one call away or down the hill a bit. ILOVEYOU!!!! kickboxing will be fun:D

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[anonymous]

I told you it was not hanging out with your friends that bothered me. Its the fact that I had made plans with you reguarding this weekend, my dad isnt racing and I would be able to see you both days, but you go ahead and make plans over our plans that had been there for a week. Thats why I was upset. It has nothing to do with your friends, it has to do with you being oblivious to our plans which you were happy about when we last saw eachother. If you look at your journal you have been guilty of what they pulled over you also. You turned your back at me at one point. Another point to this post is to point you go to school with your friends hence you have the potential to talk to them in person. You say nothing important happens at school only because you do not utilize this oppertunity. If you truely missed your friends you would have connected with them at school. What you dont understand is I am able to maybe see your face once a week, if I had the chance to see you everyday sure we'd hang out with your friends more, but the weekends

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[anonymous]

Also I dont see why your making this so dramatic. Its really no big deal. You still get to hang out with them... You still have fun with them... Your mother absolutly adores everyone except me. If your really so butt hurt about this stop playing back into their hands after they hurt you (I should really look into my own advice...). Maybe then they will realize what their missing. You complain so much over so little, look how much shit youve givin me to deal with and how I dont complain about you. Even in this post you say something to spite me, you act like Im not enough everyone knows people need friends. You dont need to say it like Im not enough. Maybe I should stop playing back onto your hands? I dunno.

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[anonymous]

Doesnt matter though I love you way too much to hold a grudge anyways, so do what makes you happy, cause if your happy, im happy. I'd still give my life for you and by definition that either makes me suicidal or I believe that we hold the true meaning of love. ::Hint its the second answer...:: well i gtg I love you baby
Andrew

JANE!!!!!!!!

[anonymous]

darling! I miss you! I know I dont respond on here very often, but I always read ur posts. I dunno why, but this one made me miss you all the more. I cant believe I have to wait two more effing months to see you. it's crap! I shall have none of it, none if it!! if u ever need someone to talk to, I too am only a call away. I'm not exactly jus over the hill, well, maybe a few hundred hills, but I'm always there for you. jus cuz I dont live closer doesnt mean I dont care about wats goin on. luv yas babe! call me soon! bye
>>Hopi
"Not So Silent Hop"

waaaiiit

[anonymous]

hold up, you dyed your hair? oh! oh! I wanna see! take pic, send me pic, rest of world be happy and go tra la la la! get it, got it, good. :D hope to talk to you soon, farewell!
>>Hop