frustration.....noone even fuckin reads these anymore...or if they do...they dont comment.....thanx for all the love guys...

jesus my life is boring.... bob is sleeping and christina his with harley and his son so i dont have anything to do.....i hate that my life revolves around only a couple of people.....i thought i had more friends than this?

why does everything have to be so fucking complicated? i cant even just be fuckin happy anymore......

yay! i got in the pool today finally....and i didnt feel like an idiot like i thought i would although the whole bathing suit issue is still kind of depressing but its okay i guess i didnt feel so weighed down in there like i usually do so i think im gonna go again tomorrow it was nice. it was also nice to have people here that i actually know and ( Read more... )

its getting so close now..... i wish baby shay could meet her grandpa...i know he wouldve loved her... i still miss him so much....

yay soon i get a neighbor i actually like....much excitedness

dont know why io bother posting anymore but hey i guess it gives me something to do right?? im bored with myself lately i feel like i cant do anything and its really bothering me.

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noone reads these or at least noone ever says anything about them i feel alone....

yay! im happy i went through a wierd depression phase but im good now mucho bueno lol. my baby is healthy and i can see her cute little chubby cheeks in the sonogram pictures nothing has ever made me happier shes so close now.....and im way excited about the baby shower i also finally got a digital camera so i can post pitures of everything now yay