Today was a good day. I woke up and went to church with my friend Chrissy Parker. I haven't seen her in 2 years, but she is awesome. I got to see alot of people that I haven't seen for a really long time. My old bible study, and youth pastor, Dave Volmer, moved back from Idaho...it was nice to see him. Tonight, Chrissy, Brent and I are hanging out ( Read more... )

I've lost it...lost it all...

Im sorry for everything...

blah blah blah...there is nothing to say...

I hate boys...

I woke up to Ben this morning...

If you are reading this...and it makes sense to you from me...its for you...

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

you know who you are...

Christmas did not feel like christmas this year...

I get to hang out with Ben tomorrow...which will be awesome! My sister goes back to Canada tomorrow...i won't see her again for a couple of years. It's going to take some getting used to. I hope tomorrow is better than today...

Well today I had to tell my friend of 5 years to "go screw himself" I have given up trying to save my friendships with people...if they are your friend they wouldn't diss you for girlfriends/boyfriends.

So Kevin...you can go fuck yourself...we are no longer friends...Im done wasting my time to be a friend to you. Your done.

I went to an Indian religious healing circle tonight. That was an experience and a half! A little scary...like blood sacrifice scary...but it was interesting. I hung out with Sandy today...which was soooo awesome! I have known that girl since 7th grade. I don't know if im going to be able to last through this whole "Living with MOM" thing, i ( Read more... )