i am so depressed.

my rock was taken from me ( Read more... )

like i said .. mornings and nights are the worst... waking up and remembering your alone...worst chest pain ive ever experienced. its hard not knowing how hes feeling, what hes doing, what kind of dream he had last night, or what his plans are for the day, or anything ( Read more... )

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(warning: this is once again a sad, sappy, cry me a river entry..)

* im going to miss out on his music and shows
* ill miss his long hair
* ill miss when he wont have poisen ivy
* ill miss going to chicago * ill miss all of his friends ( Read more... )

1. It feels good to have to love and support of friends-- absolutely necessary; locking yourself up in your room DOES NOT HELP ( Read more... )

mornings and nights are the worst ( Read more... )

It was bound to happen ( Read more... )

are you sad at all?

will you miss me in the slightest???????

am i the only one taking it this hard?

instead of talking you livejournal.
instead of calling you text.

:/