One day ill drink myself to death... hopefully its soon. Jack you are my only true friend and love.

Third time in the last 2 weeks ive randomly had an anxiety or panic attack. all of which happen when i lay down to go to bed. It's weird, ive gone to the doctor and they say there nothing wrong with me, but i can feel my body getting weaker, muscles hurt that didn't before, my sides hurt every other day, my body feels heavy sometimes, i get pains ( Read more... )

you want it this way.. I guess I do to. When i move from this plain bed of white and slit my wrists, I hope you suffocate on the hate that flows from them, the hate for you and about everything about you.

MMM I was looking at some way old posts back when the lanarchy/empire group used to hang and party. I've always had 2 groups of friends, the empire group who we hang out as much as we can have fun and make fun of emo kids. Then the other group of the deadliest and funniest group ever, weve been friends since middle school and high school, weve ( Read more... )

So i start my prowrestling training on tuesday officially ive been dropping weight like mofucking hotcakes. im on hydroxycut hardcore and completely changed how i eat and shit. im already helping out and working with one of the biggest indy wrestling companies in flordia i wont let the name out yet for reasons for me ( Read more... )

45 minute count down...

...Then ill hold the destruction and corruption

... Of the world in the palm of my hand...

Mmmm ( Read more... )

So inbetween my excessive work days, travelling to orlando and soon tampa 4-5 times a month. Helping at empire, and a new found psuedo relationship, ive managed to start downloading anime. detective academy Q, for example, aka tantei gakuen Q. so shinsen subs started to dub the series since soldats was slow as fuck doing liek two eps a year. which ( Read more... )

Becuase of some identity theft bullshit, my moms cell phoen was restricted for 3 days...meaning mine too, so i wont be able to make or recieve phone calls til like monday or tuesday til this gets worked out. so my phones not disconnected and keep the number :P wooo i work for the next 10 days straight... Hur-Fucking-Ray. Sorry i missed your party ( Read more... )

It's been a while, Since I've posted on livejournal... I wasn't sure i wanted too anymore, almost delted it..but i guess now i need too. So much stuff going on... Its too hard to deal with.. but i am dealing with it.. the best I can.. things said and done from me and others, things misinterpreted, me not clarifying things...me doing stupid shit..I ( Read more... )