drowning in this shit

[punkrox5]

well i'm sinking even deeper into this depression and yeah. i have no motivation and everything just keeps going to shit. i fucking hate it. and ALBERT i miss you too and i need you right now but you are never there for me so oh fucking well. i feel like i'm screaming in a room full of ppl and no one can hear me or just doesnt care to. but whatever

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[balthays_girl]

Andrea its me Jessica from 8th grade play! Hi i know that i havent talked to you in the longest time and for that I am really really sorry! I blame myself for that. Well hey i added you to my friends list so i can try better to stay in touch with you. If you want to hang out sometime you can go ahead and give me a call at 856-3950 my brothers and boyfriend have started a band and a bunch of us go and like to watch them jam. Maybe you could join us or just to hang out whenever. Your choice. I miss you homie and hope to hear from you soon.
Love you much
~jeska~

hey buddy!

[punkrox5]

hey! how have you been? of course i remember you! a band eh? what are they called? sounds cool i'll see when i can go. my phone is 855-2374 call me lates.

ok

[abstract_hearts]

Not to be mean or anything, but you are screaming with your mouth closed! If you dont let anyone in, how can we help you? And you know I would if you let me... So, LET ME!!!

Re: ok

[punkrox5]

i've tried to let people in. they care for one minute then the next its old news and they don't care. remember what i told you about how ppl care about you but more about themselves? i have found this in everybody so i dont wanna go through it again.

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[abstract_hearts]

Which explains why I always feel like shit!