i was looking forward to that show but instead my heart fell that day....despite all that, it was pretty cool...except this black gay guy got naked and danced around while the drummer from KK played in like 30 degree weather. i got smashed into three times by some moshers but it didnt hurt...well the last one did cuz i got my own elbow jammed into ( Read more... )

so yeah went to the show on friday at school, i don't know if it was boring cuz of the show itself or cuz of the awkwardness...but the whole time it felt like there was an elephant in the room. on saturday i went cruising with rudy and i was all suspicious the whole time, i thought he was up to something, but nothing happened...yeah that was weird.

man even though i don't see u or am even ur friend anymore, u still haunt me. man oh man emo kids really never go away i guess.

so yeah this weekend was pretty good, i was with albert on friday and did some stupid ass shit that i'm still sore for. (i'll post pics later) i'm glad that i can go against peer pressure cuz alot of ppl can't. oh and albert, i'm never listening ur ur advice on that subject ever again u jackass!!! i should've stuck to the plan! its ok though, i ( Read more... )

i thought i didn't care but u occupy my thoughts. maybe i'm right and that i don't care and theres another reason y i think of u. man, i confuse myself alot.

so yeah i went to starbucks on tuesday...well yesterday, with the usual montwood crew. i was all in my scrubs, i was "the big booger" and i saw miss Desiree there! on the way there i was excited and ready to let the worries of the day melt away but instead they ended up following me. bleh. oh and i ate lunch with E, Daisy,Manny and Brian yesterday ( Read more... )

so yeah emotions make me run away not toward people. if u think that i'm gonna chase after u, i'm not, its just not me. i chase after no one so don't pull ur little scenes cuz it just doesn't work buddy.

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so yeah i took some advice that didn't feel right to me and now a person won't talk to me and it makes me sad. ppl usually come to me for advice so why am i stupid enough not to trust myself and listen to idiots! fuck!

well i haven't written in forever so... well i went to a show met a new friend, saw some old friends and one ex best friend. then i hung out with gina and our little group and albert and his little group and got a scare and annoyed, went to another show with daisy and saw some other old friends. i was hardly at home. yeah thats about it.