ok lets see here.. number one. i finally got my new counselor lady. she is really cool i like her. she's alot more liberal and philisophical for me which is pretty nice. and she does little projects to instead of just talking to me the whole time. like she gives me a notebook to write in but only for her and she gives me stuff to write about ( Read more... )

so.. went to go watch Bruce Almighty today. excellent movie for all those wondering. i like it because its funny. yet inspirational at the same time. its got a good message to it and personally. it made me feel better. alot better actually. i dont know why i never realized it before. but i have (hopefully) alot more control over myself then i say ( Read more... )

QUIZZZIN SPREEE

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yay finally i have some time to write in this thing. been wayyyy too bust latley. first things first. i totally bombed the photo contest. didnt even get passed preliminaries. allwell. anyways. so i get to keep that quarter mr hagen owes me. oh and today my mum let me take the day off for the counselor appointment ( i finally have a new one) and she ( Read more... )

hmm. i had this really odd dream last night... and no its not a cry for help(just a disclaimer) but anyways. i was in this big town that no one knew about.. really you know.. farm ish.. like children of the corn almost.. but anyways. like everyone in town was dying in different ways except me. but they would always come back from the grave to come ( Read more... )

hmm. i had this really odd dream last night... and no its not a cry for help(just a disclaimer) but anyways. i was in this big town that no one knew about.. really you know.. farm ish.. like children of the corn almost.. but anyways. like everyone in town was dying in different ways except me. but they would always come back from the grave to come ( Read more... )

i might get me a new family . i called kind of an affiliate of child protection services and they are going to have an interveiw with me and kinda explain to me my options. i kinda hav mixed feelings about this. everyone please pray for me. i need this so badly. i wonder what they'll be like. i really hope its the family i always wanted. i think ( Read more... )

Another mothers day. can i really celebrate this holiday? whats a mother to people? one of those that comes to talk to you when your sad// kiss your owwiese kinda person. the one who makes din din for everyone to eat. the one who helps you with your homework.. someone who gives you love.. hugs.. kisses.. supports you in the things you do. if thats ( Read more... )

someone help me get away from this place.. i know i should be used to the anger from my parents.. but it still hurts so much..

happy birthday to me....