ok so i get home at exactly 10 and i originally told my dad 11 but we left santa monica early cuz dj was all paranoid about the fires and shit so anyway as soon as i walk in the door my dad starts yelling at me and telling me i have to go pack some stuff because we're driving up to SAN FRAN to stay with my aunt (my mom's sister) that's going to be ( Read more... )

ask me why i am always the last one to be picked up? ASK ME WHY? oh why you say? I DON'T KNOW.. even sandy's probably going to be picked up before me. i don't live in the boonies. what the fuck guys? oh well.. i just got out of the shower anyway.. yawn.. i'm still half asleep. i'm not looking forward to the drive.. i'll probably take a nap. ew my ( Read more... )

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i wish you liked me as much as i like you. what the fuck am i talking about? i don't know. i'm so dumb. what do i expect of all of this? nothing. what could come of this?

NOTHING. but it's natural and who am i to deny something i can't help.. 'cause god knows i want to deny it. i hate it. fuck it. i'm too cute for this shit. but i can't help it ( Read more... )

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god... 4 of my friends had to evacuate from their homes due to all the fires, it's sooo scary. the sky is orange and smokey all the time. it's fucking with my allergies. there's so much soot (sp?) in the air, it's crazy. i feel so bad for all the people losing their homes and lives. my dad called the police station and asked if we'd be told to ( Read more... )

fuck you. i can't stand people who pass judgement. i could say a lot of shit and i can be judgemental too, but i know better. i have manners and i am actually a nice person inside. i don't fucking judge people and i certainly don't fucking assume people have issues. what the fuck? no one is perfect and i guess i'm not. i guess i do have issues but ( Read more... )

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i wish everything was superficial. i'd be happy. who wants to be atuned to everything? sometimes trying to know everything just makes things more complicated. if i can pretend then why not. if i choose to pretend obstacles don't exist then they won't to me. ignorance really is bliss if you think about it.

yeah baby. hatebreed. that's all i gotta say ( Read more... )