Comments | punky_beet: do it biznitches

punky_beet

do it biznitches

Nov 21, 2003 18:08

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

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anonymous November 21 2003, 02:56:55 UTC

i sit on the end of the bed and stare at my feet as a tear drops from my top lip to my chin i look back and see his face laying there i am still and silent trying to hear his breath i stop breathing, waiting... he breathes slow and lets out a snore
i gasp and jump at this loud hidious noise
hahaha

anonymous November 21 2003, 03:15:59 UTC

Sometimes I wonder if everything is worth it. What's the point of wanting to succeed if we all die in the end and no one even remembers us? What's the point of being with your friends if you know that half of them don't even love you like a friend should and will have forgotton who you are in 10 years or less. What's the point of loving someone when you know that they don't even notice you and would never even think of you that way, but yet you just can't stop loving them? I hate it.

anonymous November 21 2003, 05:54:52 UTC

i wake to feel complete indifference to my life.
should i even be here? what am i doing?
i try not to dwell on it, because i always end up in tears.

they try to make it better, but they just don't understand.
and it hurts so much. it hurts so fucking much.

and i don't even know why.

anonymous November 21 2003, 06:27:31 UTC

a confession: i wish i would be raped by somebody. & no, i dont mean a nice little "fantasy" where somebody i love & trust treats me roughly while i squeal ooh aah stop! i mean, real rape, non-consensual. i want to be black & blue.

perhaps my confession is too real, too harsh - all the things people have posted so far sound much like the things i post about from day to day. i suppose i am a freak & i suppose from the way i write its obvious who i am. oh well. everyone knows i am a horrid nasty person anyway.

anonymous November 21 2003, 11:43:33 UTC

I was asked the other day by a really good friend of mine if I lied to her about something that happened to me. Something that I needed people to support me on. I would never ever lie to her, let alone anyone else. We got into a small argument, and in the end she told me she trusted me but I can't let that go and I feel bad because she was a great friend and now we have to pretend everything's okay in front of all our other friends but *I* don't feel it's okay.