i'm sick of feeling like this. i want it to end. i am a failure. at school. at relationships. at life.

i got woken up this morning by mum, who said "i'm going to northam. By the way i can get you a job as a hairdresser, want me to do that?" fuck her. this was her way of saying "i dont believe in you. i dont think you will pass this year or go to university.you are an idiot"

she thinks she's funny. it really bloody hurts though.

my day sucked. i was supposed to complete all these assignments. but i'm fucked up like that. last night i had dinner with steve, nat, tate and other steve at tate's house. i love being with him, he is incredible ^__^ . we ended up going to nat's house(well mansion really) to watch movies. Nat is so rich. her house is massive and so beautiful. i ( Read more... )

tangyzizzle is an asshat. it honestly wouldnt bother me if i dont talk to him for a long time. he is so self absorbed it is not funny. theres only so much a person can take ( Read more... )

after school today, i took a different route home, cos i was a little scared. i went all the way into the city, to catch a different bus home. i went in with my friend glenn, and because we had a little time to spare, we ventured into toys'r'us ( Read more... )

i'm so pathetic. i keep crying. i know everyone dies. maybe its the dexies making me so emo ( Read more... )

wow. what an eventful day

first, (well not really first it happened at about 4.30) i got bashed by boongs. ok now maybe "bashed" is a bit over the top.

( if you can be bothered... don't read it if you like aboriginals )

1 down, 13 assignments to go.

2 days to do them all.

exams in one week, and i can't even study because i have so many assignment due in. there is a conspiracy here i swear to god.

i have so many plans for the holidays.
for example
go into jewelery/clothes production with sourgirli & who ever else wants to. (hint hint ( Read more... )

wow wow wow ( Read more... )

alex has a livejournal tangyzizzle. go flame him. j/k.

saw matrix; revolutions last night. fucking awesome. it was so good it gave me the chills. go watch it now!!! you'll regret if if you don't see it on the big screen ( Read more... )