don't breathe

[punkybrewster]

i regret not writing here more often. i have lost all perception of time and the moments all reel out of control faster than i can understand them. the only means i have of keeping a grip on any of this is to write it down, savor it, make it last. i have the desperate need to keep these moments, feelings and thoughts with me always. i want to

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[grinchyjen]

i can empathize with you on the whole writing only when depressed thing... i think i am most inspired when feeling powerful surges of emotions, and those are usually shitty emotions. when i'm feeling good, i am absorbed in just that. and i'm with people. writing is a solitary process for me, and very alienating. so i'm wary about people reading my shit and just concluding "wow, she's one depressed motherfucker." i used to never show anyone who i knew "in real life" what i wrote, for that reason- that side of me wasn't something i aws proud of.

[twominuteshate]

the summer seems to whipe peoples slates clean...

i guess whether or not thats a bad thing is individual.

i know so much how u feel i don't even know where to begin...