i sound like fucking hemingway these days....

[punkybrewster]

so much has been happening that it's not even that i don't know where to begin but if i should begin at all. why start anything when nothing is ever finished? but i need something to remind me of where i am, something i can squint at long enough that some meaning will appear. even if it's all a facade, i need that much. don't we all

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i make mix cd's that no one hears

[cherry_cracker]

lately i've been playing sad songs on repeat, thinking how someone else said it better. someone else said it first.

at least you have your words.

when i open my mouth, it's just karaoke.

....i know what you mean

[punkybrewster]

lately i've been preoccupied with the thought that it's such a sick joke how we all experience the same things yet each of us are alone in those experiences. life's "lessons" are a steady undercurrent but we as individuals are the changing tides and get swept off to sea before we can share any of this. we've all been there, yet we can't save each other from it. and so we make up language, make up relationships, make up all of this to overcompensate for the tragedy: we can never get in, we can never get out.