here's what happened to me today... band practice first thing... we have the basic structure of two songs done, i just need to woek on getting the lyrics and music synched up and thats about it for that... we got plenty done, but it doesnt really feel like it... then i went and got money from the bank so that i can my ear pierced tonite (yippee... ( Read more... )

stupid fucking bank... all i needed to do was pull some money out of my account so that i could go get my ear pierced tonite, but no, the lobby was closed and they wouldn't let me do the transaction through the window... "thats a lobby transaction"... fuck you, its all the same computer system...argh!!... its not like they were even busy either, i ( Read more... )

ouchy ouchy... i'm getting the biggest migraine in the world right now and katie is spose to come over in half an hour... oh yeah , forgot to mention that the two of worked everything out over the course of three hours the other nite after i wrote my last post... so i think i'm gonna have to break plans with her again... i did this yesterday cause ( Read more... )

joe is now on my permanant hate list... straight to the top... what a fucking asshole... when you tell something to someone in confidence it is expected that they will NOT say anything to anyone else... especially when it does not concern you at all... so tonite we're all over at katy g's house again and i fucking had to be there with joe and i ( Read more... )

i just sounded like a complete fool when i called alkaline trio's booking agent... i was all shaky sounding... fuck me... but on the brighter side of things they might be available for date i want to book them for... so its good news but i'm a loser...

i'm so fucked in the head its sad... it truly fucking is... i know for a fact that i love katie... but i also am pretty sure that i'm not going to be with her for the rest of my life... whats the big deal about that you say... i don't know... it just feels weird to be around her and i just don't think i'm happy... and to make things worse i have a ( Read more... )

i've been in the same mood for almost a week now... almost as long as i've had this stomach ache... everything around me doesnt seem to be real... i feel like i'm stuck in a dream that i can't wake up from... and i desperately want to wake up, but i can't... i need to... i need to find something that is real... maybe i need to leave this place... ( Read more... )

here's the exciting new of today... item #1... Despite James is going to have their first practice this saturday at old man woerle's house!! yeup dJ is gonna be the best band ever... indeed (now if ryyan is still alive after last nite, i just have to get him to call britnee and things will be good... so lets hope he is still kicking) ... item #2... it ( Read more... )

so i finally made the lead from PSX to Playstation 2... woohoo!! i made the transition on friday before my parents leaft for hawaii, my mom gave me a new game, Yu-Gi-Oh: Forbidden Memories, which is a psx game, but as it would happen, there was a mod-chip detector prog on the disc so it wouldn't play on my modified console... fuckers... so i ( Read more... )

yeup... katie and i worked everything out... the nite before the dashboard show she ad i talked online till three thirty in the morning (thus killing my sleep schedule again)... so we're back together now, which is really good cause being without her didnt make me feel any better about myself, mostly i just felt worse... so we went to the show ( Read more... )