So I was chewing my pen(big shocker there) and talking to mark at work. Long story short I laugh and inhale and swallow the whole pen cap. I pretty much stop breathing and throw a tit-fit as I run to get water and try to get the obstruction out ( Read more... )

well haven’t posted in a while. figure a quick update is in order. tonight went to some party w/ pulgis. it was some girl he works with birthday party. it was 'aight. had a lot on my mind i could not shake the whole night. kinda backed down on my own self-imposed restrictions and made a futile attempt at talking w/ rich. futile is the sole word i ( Read more... )

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so go into some 3-6 hour meetings yesterday. only about 2 hours today but another full day tomorrow regarding this project ( Read more... )

restless and somewhat beleaguered by it all

ok everyone has one but me i have decided.

Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
And sweet you roll
Lost for you Im so lost for you

damn its been some time since ive come home from work and its this hour and i am not talking to rich. its strange. i have not talked to him since early afternoon(even online) and its just kinda odd.

i wish he would get home and call. hope he is safe.

some adult swim it is!

"The most glorious moments in your life are not the so-called days of success, but rather those days when out of dejection and despair you feel rise in you a challenge to life, and the promise of future accomplishments."

GUSTAVE FLAUBERT

this has been one /really/ rough week.

havnt had one like this with one bad thing after another in a long while.

next week is setting itself up to be much the same - if not worst with the holidays and all

lots on my mind but this is not the venue