i will not get too worked up until we know more.
i promised myself that.

i am scared shitless that i will never make a decent living while doing what i love.
maybe i'll move to germany.

i don't think i've logged into my livejournal since when i first came to college. it's mind boggling to think about everything that has happened, both sad & happy. this has definitely been a life-changing year. there have been some pretty hard times, but also some fantastic memories. & as amazing as it was at times, i'm ready for this school ( Read more... )

i'm scared now. i've been so ready to go ALL summer...& now that its finally happening in a little over a week, i'm scared. i got an email from my voice teacher & she seems really nice but i can tell she expects a LOT of me & i'm not so sure i can give it to her. what if she thinks "how did this girl get into this school??" i am so behind on my ( Read more... )

i can't believe how fast my summer is flying by. i go to college in 16 days!! it really crept up on me. britt leaves on sunday, alex leaves on monday...i'm (hopefully) getting my license on tuesday...then liana & cassandra leave one day after the other ( Read more... )

i love my mommy. she's the best lady you will ever meet. she is so sweet and well-meaning and shes always smiling. she has a fantastic sense of humor and laughs, even when shes the butt of a joke told by my brother. she'd go out of her way for you in a heartbeat, too. it's just not fair that such a good person should have cancer. & now chemo ( Read more... )

i don't know how to make myself any more clear ( Read more... )

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!

everytime i post to my lifejournal there is somethnig different about the process. all these updates, my goodness! i FINALLY started my christmas shopping last night. & today & tomorrow i'm on choir field trips sooo...NO SCHOOL FOR DIANE. feels good. =)

i love fall.


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ok, so i'm sick of friends who are never there & only call you when its convenient for them & when no one else is around. they suck & i'm not dealing with it anymore ( Read more... )