I dont know why I write anymore no one reads or cares

He doesnt see

She doesnt see

Why do I even bother

Sometimes my mind wanders...I get soo depressed that I feel like I have been split in two ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do anymore..Christian is having a breakdown while I'm having one.Its horrible I hate it..I try to run but he needs me and I must stay and help him get better even if I dont get better..Thats what people do for the ones they love..I put him before myself this time..Becuz I know he really needs me..All we have been doing is ( Read more... )

I had a fun weekend.. even tho I kinda tried to run away..Blah!!!


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I feel broken becuz I'm loosing all my friends the people who I care about..

I care about Christin and I just wish she was happy..I want to be there for her..But I'm a horrible person I cant even do that much..

I have a hope that tomorrow brings good things and that my life changes..

I love you all..

lalalalalla

i'm bored

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Me and Christian just keep getting worse everyday..Its tearing me apart...I got my tattoo finished..And a new one..I'm kinda mad cuz now that I look at it..Its crooked..Hahahhaa.Fucking long words..Fuck that.Oh well I didnt pay for it..Anyways ( Read more... )

So me and Christian have been fighting alot lately..Its really upsetting me..I've had to sacrifice two of my friends and its really upsetting to me..But I dont know..And hes getting really jealous about Christin..She told me that she wanted to be friends..:( Everything is just falling apart..And its really upsetting to me.I dont know what to think ( Read more... )

Hmm..Everything has been really weird lately alot of drama has been going on.I dont know.And I havent been taking my meds right so I'm all fucked up in the head..I started skool today..First time to go in years..It was ok.I took alot of notes..

I have new pics

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