I GOT A NEW BRA! ITS SOOO HAWT!!!


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no more ashes.

shes gone for a year.

i'll never see her or talk to her..

alone inside my shell again

So I've finally taken new pics!!


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Being in the hospital was supposed to help me. But sitting here all day by myself makes me miserable..

I feel so empty and disconnected for the world.

My Ecstasy addiction just made it worse..

I'm sober now. and I'm miserable.

I'm listening to The Kill- 30 Seconds to Mars...

Someone save me.

I GOT MY MODELING PICS BACK FOR SUICIDE GIRLS. THESE ARE THE MILD ONES WHERE I AM DRESSED


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Once again whore bitch is talking shit and running her mouth. when she knows nothing about me and my life.

i'm bi polar its a disease i will always have it.

as for me and my bf. we are about to be engaged. so yea hes not leaving me.

and as for jamas i love you for taking up for me

I love how people read my fucking shit and then leave stupid immature comments becuz they have nothing better to do not only that they hide their identity grow up im an adult now. i dont want to deal with high school bullshit thats why i dropped out ( Read more... )

Today I realized how depressed I really am.My mom blames it on energy drinks. but the calm me down make me chill. i just dont know who i am anymore. ive lost alot in the past year and i'm not even the same person anymore ( Read more... )

soooo uhh i want to go out god damn it

Things have been shitty around the house.. since my dad had surgery and then my mom and dad got into a huge fight today over something stupid that had to do with me..

Russell wont let me see Derek my best friend while he is down in Texas his mom died. tomorrow i have an appointment with a NAVY RECRUITER...

Until then I am nothing