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Jul 02, 2003 16:15

Why do people like to pretend that it would be so easy to side against Voldemort? Why do they pretend they know so much?

Even I don't assume that I know enough about this fucking war to understand it. Voldemort is evil, Dumbledore is good. Cut and Dry, Black and white. Suddenly there are a million more shades of gray. though apparently I'm the only one living in these shadows. I dont agree with any of these sides. I refuse to follow any one head. I was not born to be subordinate. Hannah told me last night I would have to choose a side. I love Hannah more than anything. Funny how that works out.

Why do they pretend its so easy to lay down your arms? " I'm sorry father but I'm giving up the fight. I'm quitting". What Would Potters Father say if the wanker were still alive and his saint decided he was tired of fighting? That would go over well. My place is not to fall into the ranks. Neither behind Dumbledore nor the dark Lord. I have little respect for the headmaster and nothing but a certain fear for Voldemort.

Nothing to base a loyalty on.

The only person I would ever consider following would be Hannah. Yes, I know that's dumb and poorly thought out. But since when does reason change the truth?

Fuck them all. I own nothing to any of them... except Hannah, to whom I owe everything.

She asked me to go with her to a meeting that Potter is holding. Of course I'll go. It won't change my mind though. I find gray so much more appealing than black. Black is such a definitive color, just like white. Neither gives you much of a choice.
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