I talked to Jean yesterday and WOW he seems like a whole new person. He gave me some intresting advice and he has agreeed to help me with the whole motivation to get where i need to go and that is so kool. i miss him but I 'm so happy that he is doing good and living it up flatly ( Read more... )

For some reason today I woke up went to the eye doctors went and got my glassess and contacts paid for it all by myself(well w/e the insurance didn't cover) I spent over a hundred dollars on just taking care of myself those things that I needed ya know with my own paycheck my own money and I think that's nutts I am really independent...It blew my ( Read more... )

Reality has hit me and DAMN IT... it SUXS but I will live............... right?

NEWAYS

Talent show went well. I didn't win *sad face* but I was very satisify with my performance which means more to me then anything and T.J. is usually most critical of me said that it was awesome so it is all good and I ( Read more... )

I'm all smiles today I'm doin the Sacred heart Talent Show 2morrow I'm so excited I'm gonna be sexy pimped out for real i bought this pin striped shirt and I'm wearin Josh's pimp hat from prom and my lil black skirt. i haven't been this excited about anything in a long time I tried on my outfit to show my grandparents because my Grandma wanted to ( Read more... )

Life is moving to slow almost too slow for words to speak...

I packed most of my stuff from my moms house and brought it all here I didn't feel like unpacking it becasue I'll only be moving in another year. whatst the point right? but I unpacked becasue I knew my grandma wouldn't leave me alone till I did but as I did it I was just thinkin how ( Read more... )

I'm floating above myself feeling numb and confused...

wondering why all of all this became so unknown to me?

I think I'm scared now... but I'm too proud to really admit it.

I'm tired of waiting for tommorow.

If what I say is supossedly so wrong and what I do is wrong then why does it happen?
I don't think Im wrong
I know I'm not wrong
so what's so wrong about me ?

I'm still here... I have been to tired to write and I'm beat now but thought  would write a lil something. I've been working about every other day and babysitting every morning and goin out about every night... I realize that I need sleep just as much as money  and have been home the past two nights realxing chillin out ya know. nothing is new in ( Read more... )

THis was an email I got a while back I thought it was cute ( Read more... )

I went to CVS today to get my meds... I saw some carmel cream candies....

what's left of my diluted memories?

Last night was pretty kool... Chris helped me out a great deal...Thank you.

I bought Super Bust a Move 2 for PS2...I love that game!!!!

Nelle I guess you can add me to your friends.. nothing is left to hurt me...

My grandma and I were ( Read more... )