ok so NEW YEARS was fucking craaazy.. i cant even go into enough detail...but here i go..got ready with missi,went to carls jr and drank, went to a simi valley party, then came back to a OP party, then the cops came so we left, went to nicks, got kicked out,went to sunsent to the hotel there with mike,ilan,josh,zack,and ashly, then got all of our ( Read more... )

omg ok SO JUNE LAKE/MAMMOTH.... AMAZING

it pretty much beat most vacations lol...shelby i honestly love you more than life.. i cant imagine waking up with anyone else and singing bout caribou or going to the TIGER BAR ahahahaahha omgg... ok so yea it was amazing...

i fell off a chairlift hahah... lost a pole on the way up... went snowmobiling... ( Read more... )

Winter break is amazing so far..

thursday hung out with freda david adam nick brooke nick w. kyle everyone!! LOL

friday i went to disneyland with my cuzin jenna.. omggg so much fun! i love you jenna!!!

then today i went with my dad and did some errands and now im about to pack for MAMMOTHHHHHH! YEAAA shelby and i are leaving tomarrow untill ( Read more... )

at first you are sad..
then depressed...
then mad...
then depressed again...
then you realize how STUPID THAT GUY IS!
what is he thinking.. IDOIT haha..
he is going to regreat it ..hehe

(x) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

ok so its offical..........

i was/am in love...

someone last night gave me the attention i wanted and needed.. still wasnt the same...he even kissed me... nope.. not even close...

i wrote mike a letter.. asking to think .. think about what went wrong or if it could be fixed at all. i need him back. fuck.

so ive come to the conclusion. the only thing worse than breaking up..

is seeing them for the firs time after.

im so empty.

broken hearted again..what else is new.

it was going to "work out"

i dont think im ever going to understand why life is the way that it is...

for instance.. im dating someone.. and someone else .. well 4 someone elses come into my life trying to have a piece of me.. why didnt they want me when i was avalible.. its like o yea.. kims taken so now im going to like her.. but it sucks because as of now im not even ( Read more... )

over all a really good weekend...

friday: haha freda and i hung out.. when to halo.. then beanscene.. then we got ready and went to woodranch for dinner and we got a waiters number and we got into a fight with a host haha.. then we went to the cobalt and saw nicks band play..it was fun... i saw alot of people i hadnt seen in a while.. i saw jenn ( Read more... )